missing my husband poems

I know we had amazing times and each day if I am lucky I will remember new ones. I still wear my wedding ring and I am living on but I just don't fit in anywhere anymore. We were together for almost 40 years, married 35. No matter how long it's been, there are times when it suddenly becomes harder to breathe. Each day I am certain he is with me . I do have a great support team, but it just doesn't seem right. We made plans to go on vacation, and after our vacation we would go straight to our surgeon to get my tubes untied. The emptiness I feel consumes me and as the days go by it gets harder and harder to go on. He was my son's best friend who was diagnosed with autism at the age of 5, and my daughters hero!!!! I cry day and night some places I can't even go it was our place. I don't want it to either. He lingered 11 days on life support. I can't bring myself to cancel his cell phone, because his voice mail is the only place I can hear it. No one informed us of what happen to him until we found it from our family phone tracker. It is devastating and people don't know how to help. So until I see him again, and I sincerely know I will, because he was a good Christian man, I will drag on. Close your eyes and remember his loving look he gave you or remember his little kisses and you will feel him. We were supposed to grow old together, watch our children grow into adulthood, marry and have children of their own. I'm 32 and I am just trying to deal. My heart's completely broken. My husband passed away 4 months ago on his way back from business trip. It is a sad and lonely way to live, but I don't know what else to do. We were married 10 years. I said in all the major hospitals he has been in he had rails! I felt helpless, horrified, and devastated! I really know what you're going through. After that there was one infection after another. This makes his absence sort of sweetly painful, deliciously heartbreaking. He left such an imprint in the lives of so many people, especially mine. 8. May 11, 2022 - Explore Victoria Smith's board "Missing my husband", followed by 226 people on Pinterest. He spent 18 of those months being miserable on chemotherapy and decided to stop treatment at the end of December. Made me feel mad, angry but sad and empty. Get the Poem of the Day delivered right to your phone! He was my best friend, lover and husband. Not once but twice. He had battled different health issues since 2008. I was missing my husband, and I knew he was not coming back, so I decided I shall live and not die. A third party took him away from me, one I could not fight and it consumed him and claimed his life. I cherish her so. My family is here now but soon will return to their own homes. I miss you when your gone away. I know he would want me to not get stuck in grief, but I constantly see him vividly on the day he suffered cardiac arrest in the dialysis center with no one helping him. I have heard there is no grief that is the same. I terribly missed him, super missed. No signs other than a bad back for months. He was my everything. Mostly for my 2 precious daughters. He was our center, our life evolved around him. I was young but wise. All our friends said we had a 'forever love'. If only we could go back and love like this again! It's only been 60 days since his life and most of mine ended. Featured Shared Story I lost my wife on February 4th, 2021 to cancer after 4-and-a-half-year battle in remission. He did everything for me. "Goblin Market" by Chistina Rossetti. My love, my sweetheart. You need some type of spiritual guidance to make it day to day. God bless you. Empty, that's my life now, can't talk about him just thinking about him hurts and bring the pain and tears. I wanted to commit suicide so badly when my husband died. I am retired but am now forced to work again at 64. He always appeared to be a fit man, but one night he collapsed into my arms and he died early the next morning. I keep hoping and praying I'll wake up from this terrible week and a half dream, but it is never ending. I tell myself that he is away on a conference with him job and one time I will look up at see him. I find as the years go on my loneliness increases. My birthday is today and I just feel so lonely without him. He was my rock, and I depended on him as he did me! I know exactly what each person is saying and feeling in their response to this poem. People expect me to be happy and I try to put on a mask but the moment I am alone the mask comes off and cry and talk to him. Even that doesn't sound strong or terrible enough to describe how I feel. We thought we had all the time in the world to work out our problems. I hear the Lord whisper, "I have a purpose for you My child." 8) Missing my husband Has become my hobby These days he never Spends any time with me I try to kill time While he is at work, busy I want him to know That I miss him terribly 9) I don't just miss you When you are at office I miss you even when I want a sweet kiss I don't just miss you When I have nothing to do Of you I am reminded When I am blue I cry my silent tears. My blood burns. Cry not for me. You melted my heart. Know why you miss your husband It may sound silly at first glance, but there are many different reasons you may be missing your husband! He wasn't feeling well before we went to Florida and I said, "Do you think we should go." He just walked around the corner to assist me and heard someone hurling slurs at me. They were in a car accident together. Not for me, you see true love never dies, I truly love my darling and he truly loved me. I still and always will wear my wedding ring on the correct hand. My husband of 26 years had small cell lung cancer, and with chemo he lasted 9 months. She had so many activities and friends. He had a birth defect of the heart and suffered through several strokes, brain swelling, cardiac arrests and then fungus took a hole of his heart and ate the top part of his heart. October 23rd, 2016 at 3:04 PM. Even now after over 3 years, I still suffer from losing her. Can't help but feel guilty. I remember holding Paul's hand till he took his last breath. He then collapsed. And tonight I'll fall asleep with you in my heart. He was admitted to Bendale Acres Long Term Care at the age of 67. In hindsight, I should have made my kids come too as now 3 years later they struggle with bouts of sadness. He is in the rays of light each day, he hears me talk to him, he checks on me . I am so lonely for him not anyone else. Does life go on? He was 49. Did you spell check your submission? R.I.P. It went very fast through his organs, brain, bones, and bone marrow. My husband Ken and I were out for a drive on March 21, 2017. I miss him so much, Can't fall asleep, night are the worst. My condolences to you and your family. We grew up together. I have found there is no bargaining with the past and accepted that life and death are random. He was 18. He left me with so many questions, in a void like a black hole. I wonder if they lost their soulmate! My wife retired at age 55. He left me with a daughter who is 24 years old now. I'm sorry for your loss. I miss you so much. It was a shock for me. Our kids are all grown and they are all wonderful but the empty house when I come home at the end of the day is almost unbearable. My life is so lonely without him. Everyone says - give it time - I don't want time - I want him. He was just starting his vacation for a week. 12 yearsI can only imagine the pain and hurt. The doctors went on to explain this was the beginning of the end for John. I miss him so much. Four months married and he was ripped away from me. I lost my wife 22 years ago. In 48 hours the love of my life died. Everyone says it gets easier. Then that horrible day came when I had to take him off of life support! It was my first instinct as he was only 1 minute away in walking distance from our home. He came to my aid when I phoned him as a result of a minor fender bender in our townhome development. I have met a wonderful man to love and adore all of us, including 4 grandkids, and in 14 days we are getting married. We had one child. I'm so lost and angry, and I feel like I might be losing my mind, and more than anything else I feel like I need to be a better person for my babies. We have a 21 year old daughter. This date was March 22, 2018. The silence is deafening. I had never been married, he gave me the self confidence in myself to excel in my profession. "I wanna be with you again" is another beautiful I Miss You poem was written by a girl for his boyfriend who is in jail. We had been married forty-five years. I can't bear this pain, but I will if someone can promise me that he will be there waiting when my time comes. Now my life feels done. This daze is like sleepwalk I perform every day. Right now, sad and lonely with nothing to look forward to of years more. I write a letter to him most evenings, and it's as though he is still with me, as he will always be. That morning he told me he was going to visit his dad at the hospital as his dad's health is deteriorating. We were married for 28 years and have two wonderful children. His daughters have made this transition very hard, and I am thankful for my children. He could only sit reclined on the couch anymore, so I was sitting next to him while he slept. My 2 grandsons helped him stand and walk him through our mobile home to the bedroom. I get up every day and think it is going to get better, sometimes it does and then it doesn't, unless you are with your friends or family. I feel like I'm suffocating slowly without him. God wasn't calling me yet! I am in the rain that fills your springs. Grace A. Mandry. He was hit by a drunken driver while cycling. I prayed with so many others for him to stay with us. Oh my, you poor dear. As most of you have said no one, absolutely no one understands the pain I or any of us feel. He was killed one house down in my neighbor's yard on March 13th of this year trying to prevent an argument between two of our neighbors from escalating into gunfire and was shot from behind. I miss him a lot, more than anyone knows. It doesn't help that today's my birthday. My husband passed on November 12, 2017, and your words are my life right now. I have no pain in leaving. I miss him so much. I wish you were here today, my love. He also sends me blue morpho butterflies whenever I need reassurances as he promised he'd do too (they are in picture forms only as they are native to Costa Rica only). So loving, so caring. I will be yours infinity times infinity just as we always saiduntil my ashes mix with yours and we are joined again! Until we see each other again. I can't believe it. He was a wonderful husband and father. People say time heals, but I found I feel worse. The first night I went to see him there after a few hours after his transition from a major hospital. I wish I could afford one and drive it for us. I had been taking care of him more than 10 years. I lost my husband 28 weeks ago on his birthday. The only relief is knowing that every day I live is a day closer to being with him again. The loneliness and emptiness are just overwhelming. I lost the one person who truly cared about me and our children. We were together for 22 years. He had a total of 3 open hearts surgeries with 2 of them being 3 months apart. I feel guilty even thinking about a sexual relationship with anyone else. He fainted and that was it. I lost my husband of almost 25 years on 2/12/19. His GI doctor gave him orders for a gallbladder ultrasound. some say you will get over it, well if you haven't lost a loved one close to you, you will never get over it. The photo of the woman with her hand on her husband's pillow, at the beginning of this page, looks like me every night and morning. He took care of me as I have chronic pain due to a back injury. Tomorrow would be the 2nd month that my husband passed away, 19 days after being diagnosed with liver cancer. He loved me unconditionally, and I feel lost without his presence and love. Splitting into two. He also had a stroke in 2016, which impaired his left side beyond what ALS had done so far. I just can't comprehend what happened. July 22, 2016, my birthday, I lost the love of my life, Edwin Gonzalez. The pain of losing a loved one is very personal. I've been with my boyfriend since I was 10 years old. My husband died less than a month ago. The only reason this sticks in my mind as I was just looking at my retirement money and what I can do for early retirement and I saw that dependent children and spouses can get their husband's retirement from federal. I am coming up on the one-year mark, and I still don't want to believe he is not coming back home. I miss him so much. Without a clue, I am lost and only want to be with her now. After I lost my husband on 1/19/2003, I heard the "move on" speech from almost all our "friends". I expect much the same from my situation, and I have only lost my wife for 3 months! To my dear and loving husband. So she came home for 3 weeks of home hospice for which we did 24/7 as she never would sleep but maybe 2 hours a day. . That is one of my big achievements. We miss you so much. We were married for 62 years. L Lisa Palmore 31 followers More information Missing my husband Poems Anniversary Poems Grief Poems Grief Quotes Death Quotes Mum Poems Bob Marley Missing My Husband Brother Quotes He passed away July 1, 2006. And I'm always thinking I didn't do my best. I will keep my husband always in my heart. He passed at 71, and I'm only 49. We met in high school. A few days before he passed away, he smiled at us and that was when he had his last stroke and went into a vegetative state. Hi I lost my darling husband on 5 November 2013. Who is sadly missed. Yes!! He had a bypass surgery - it went fine. I always speak to my Boo Boo and know he's there listening to me. He was my rock, soul, and best friend. I even doubt if I was a good enough wife hadn't I taken good enough care. It goes something like, "How can it be that the only depth and breadth of vast eternity can fill the void left by a human heart?" He was also a very active person up until that day. I feel that the more you loved and were loved in return, the worse the grief. I also hope, seeing your comment posted a year ago, may you today be in a progressed stage of your grief journey. Many adjustments ahead. Craig, my husband, went in for open heart surgery. I love him so much and cannot believe he is gone. We were together for 41 years. Our dog. We had been married for 24 years (together 28). Not a day goes by that I don't think of him & imagine what life could be if he was still here. When we arrived he got out of the car and said, "I think I'm having a heart attack." I pray all who are going through this get peace. I just lost my husband on the 5th. I understand completely how you feel, and you're right, you NEVER stop missing a loved one, especially your husband. My husband Robert the love of my life passed away 3 days after our 34th Anniversary after a fall left him bleedIG in his brain. I keep trying to get my life together{ Other peoples words not my own}. We were happy, we were a complete family who overcame struggles from our pasts, cancer scares, alcohol and more, yet this happens. Take care. "The holiest of holidays are those kept by ourselves in silence and apart. Finding guidance and encouragement from a . My kids are going to be too young to remember their daddy, but I just don't want to be here without him. I still feel him just like his body is still here. I don't know how to do this. He had a stroke in the night. I did CPR until the rescue arrived, screaming his name, begging him not to leave me, but we never got him back. I tell him every day that I love him and I miss him. And I am also tired of people telling me stop crying. I miss him dearly and deeply. We were together 24/7. I can't stay in my house because it is so empty without him. Thank you for allowing me to share. The doctor told me he was going to dive again and he would not recover. A perfect way to hold on to special memories of" Mum Poems Sister Quotes Yoga Quotes I do not think I am strong enough to accept this and live without him. My husband and I got married in 1984 and spent 33 beautiful years together. It is so hard. We miss both of them very much and live to honor them and love God. I didn't have my husband, so I would go to him. I wonder how my heart can keep beating and be broken so bad. We knew it was going to happen. I lost my husband almost a year ago to the date, June 23, 2019. I LOVED HIM SO MUCH & HE IS MISSED. Talk about a "double whammy!" I feel my life is over. It's been 19 days, and I die every day trying to make it through each day. On September 1, I lost my husband and 12-year-old son in a terrible car accident. Ashley, I'm so sorry for your loss. He must have known he wasn't coming back. All of our husbands would want us to be happy in our lives. I am afraid I can never love anyone again. I was left without a husband or a child. My dear husband had never been sick yet the last 17 days of his life was in a hospital. I couldn't control my sadness. I have been to groups and counseling but nothing eases the pain and loneliness. By nightfall it takes me over. In that time, my daughter and I were waiting for him outside the immigration, but he never come out. I am suffocating under this soul crushing sadness and loneliness. It feels like he's been gone too long that it's time for him to come back to me. He left for work on Monday at 5am, said goodbye and he loved me, and he would see me later, but I never did. I feel for you. I will join him someday. I want you here I want you near. am trying to be strong and move on but it is hard. I took him to the hospital and brought him home 6 days later to die in our room. She was diagnosed with cancer CA in 2009. It has been a long journey and at times had wished his memory and my husband would return and if this was not possible end the journey with Alzheimer's disease. I tragically lost the love of my life to a massive heart attack. God bless you and give you comfort in the days ahead. I always knew I was so much better with Lou than without him. The Lord provides. And he fought to the very end. I miss him every minute of every day and I know life will never ever be the same. Thank you for giving us life and sharing your smile. My husband died five years ago at age 58. My husband passed away on June 5, 2018, from extensive non-small cell lung cancer. He had leukemia, and in spite of horrendous induction chemo, he went in less than 2 months. It's the kind of heartache you can feel in your bones. Hospice has bereavement counseling and I am going in March. I miss him so much. I don't even know if I am coming or going. Initially, part of my grief was to negotiate. And evening comes, I cry constantly, and the pain is like someone just turned my stomach inside out and ripped my heart out. I've never been sadder in my life. Our children miss her so much. I feel I can't take it anymore! I know I must keep going, but most times it feels impossible. I have lost my best friend. I lost my 50-year-old husband. I love you, Donald "Duck" Lee Collins, and that fact will forever remain. I lost my husband 2 weeks ago. I miss him so dearly. I just don't know how or when this gets better. When the sun pokes out its head, We were married for 34 years. How. We have been together for 34 years, and he was my best friend and protector. Missing your husband is bittersweet. He went home on March 17th I only thought I'd been thru it all NOT. Much love and strength to you all. I will love him forever more than I can explain. I know I can encourage some women as well. He had lost his wife around the same time I lost my husband. I lost him thirteen years ago to suicide. It was routine for him to walk me to my car so I could go to work. To lose someone I loved brings pain beyond belief. I know God has his reasons as to why our time was so short together. The pain is unbearable. Share your final wishes, just in case. He was 33 years old and would have been 34 in April. We had 3 children together and now have 5 grandchildren. I am so sorry for all our losses! Jennifer, Poem About Moving On After Husband's Death, Love Forever Lost By John. I'm not really sure how to feel or act. The most difficult thing for me since your death, is not being able to do things without thinking about you. We had been a couple since we were 16 and 17 in high school, and he was my everything. These have been almost my exact words when talking about the loss of my husband. Family was great in the beginning but now it seems to bother them. I am always thinking about you. Delirium, yes it came on his last week of life. I am in constant pain, and my eldest sees my heart. I look forward to joining him one day! But even if you do not have children, you were left on this earth for a purpose - you have unique gifts that the rest of the world needs. I strive for our babies but its so hard facing reality everyday. Still I grope in the dark hoping I'll touch him, still I listen to silence hoping he'll say something. He passed March 12, 2017. I lost the love of my life, my soulmate, my best friend, lover, protector, caretaker and father to our two beautiful amazing daughters on February 5, 2019. As a single mom, I tell you and every widow out there to be strong and have faith. I feel the same as you. Grieve all you want. He passed away September 28, 2018. He was kind spoken. My husband that I love so much passed away 7 months ago. I can't sleep, and eating is very few and far between. He was 47. I don't know how to move on from this. You love him, yet he's not around. I have never felt so broken and out of harmony with every other living thing. I sit alone now in the darkness of despair. As I read this poem over and over, it made me cry but also made me smile. He wasn't the type to lay in bed or stay down. He was in the hospital for two months and passed away at 39. I literally thought I must be dreaming. I lost my husband of 23 years 5 months ago - 10/27/18. Thank you for sharing this, Carol. My husband of 41 years died the evening of our 41st wedding anniversary. We were so poor but yet rich with love. For now, I am taking it hour by hour, day by day and hope that someday I will be able to think about him and smile instead of cry. I cry for him every day and night. We grew up together and now I have to start out on my own with no desire to be anyone other than his wife. I'm sure he thought he would live to 100. Suddenly in April 2018 she went away. But it happened quicker than anyone could have guessed; hospice hadn't finished their paperwork. The doctors said his tumors were shrinking. My husband went home nearly 3 weeks ago. Had dinner, he ate so good - we were shocked. .. a love that deep and strong can never be gone. His absence will never be quenched. Missing your lover poems It feels so lonely without you, Without you I feel so blue Your presence made me smile Your habits irked me, But those were the cute moments I remember to thee Please come back soon I miss you a lot! Passing through the hall. I'm now 29 with a 9 year old son (who looks just like his dad) and a 7 year old daughter. After numerous tests and extras, we were told the pain in his should was the least of his problems - that he was in stage four lung cancer and had less than 2 months to live. He was only 65 and healthy. It's going to be a long haul. My husband, the absolute love of my life passed away 5 months and 2 days ago. 15) My heart cracks open. Cry Not For Me. We would have been married 39 years this June. Everyone says it gets better with time, but that's a lie it does not ever go away. I lost my husband of 33 1/2 years of marriage. I get to remain in eternal grief. No!! I can't describe in a short space, if ever, all that he bravely endured and what we all endured with him, for him. Can you go into infinity percent, maybe that would be it? I feel so very sad, and I miss him every second of the day. I cry my silent tears. I also know that he would want nothing more than for me to be happy because that's how he lived his life every day. Never a day my eyes are dry, every day after work, I dread going back to an empty house, but once home, I can cry for all I care. The first was way back in 1982, and yet I still feel that pain and loss as acutely as if it just happened an hour ago! We prospered and moved out of our house after 30 years of making memories for country living. We were teens, and all of the sudden he decided to go. I think of her every day. If we weren't on our bikes we would ride the bus or light rail. My husband went to the hospital on February 24 with complaints of pains in his left shoulder. I go over the whole scene in my head a lot. In his case, it was for safety. I pray to GOD that he will get me very soon so that I can be reunited with my husband again. Some days I still get wet eyes for no reason, but life does really go on. We were devastated. It was a heart aneurysm. He was my best friend and my one and only true love. I lost my husband, soulmate, and best friend nearly three years ago very suddenly. He was always there, unchanging, my rock. I used to read stories like I am reading here and think to myself I can't imagine ever having to live my life without my soulmate and love of my life. They said it was a massive heart attack. Nothing helps to relieve your pain. He also had "restless leg syndrome," but the hospital said it was federal law that they could not leave all bed rails up. I find myself looking for him everywhere I go and in everything I do, but he isn't there and it hurts so much. We spent most of our time together just talking about anything or nothing at all. Until then Ill love him every day and remember the moments we shared. I feel your pain and know how your heart is aching. Evans was a Victorian novelist. It has been beyond anything I could have imagined. We were together for 30 years. I took an early retirement as my wife needed me more than anything. Thank you for letting me share a little bit on the loss of my best friend, my rock, and my love. I feel he is with me everyday and that is very helpful. He would tell me he can't wait until he retires so he can buy a brand new blue Ford pickup truck and we can just relax and go riding! I cry alone, at night because no one wants to hear I am not doing ok..thank you for sharing ladies, it is comforting knowing I am not alone. I still feel the pain and the heartache. My grief is so raw. I'm devastated. I feel like I can really feel my heart crying. I went from planner of life to waiting for my own death. That gives me a tiny bit of comfort that his very last breath went into my body exactly in our home. I am still grieving. The secret anniversaries of the heart." Henry Wadsworth Longfellow. This is now my retirement. About 7 months later I met Barry. Holding onto hope every step. He drovealways looking after me. We remember you always. I know my Stephen was my everything. He fell at home and I rushed him to the ER. Without a hint Another beautiful missing u poem inspired many who have their boyfriends and husbands in prison. I came home and found him peacefully asleep, forever. I'm not ok - but it's normal - normal to feel empty, sad, alone in a crowd, angry, guilty, abandoned, loved, left, different, impatient and no idea who you are or what you like as a single person. A widow friend shared a quote I believe is from Dickens. I was 59. I will missing him forever. With one year until retirement, on June 18, 2015, my wife was diagnosed with ALS. Your comment struck a chord in my heart because your loss occurred five years to the day I lost my mom--my best friend. He never got to ride, so I told him be careful, see you later. I lost my husband 2 1/2 years ago, He was such important part of my life, my friend, lover, father to our children and a brother and son. I am so very sorry for your loss. I feel totally lost, hurt and sad. I try to go on for our kids, but sometimes it seems like they're the strongest. My diet . I lost my Husband in a tragic vehicle accident 5 years ago leaving me with a then 12, 10 & 8 years olds. Everything I do brings me so many memories of my husband. Then at around 7:30 p.m. he was ready to go home. I lost my home, which we shared together in 21 years and had to liquidate everything I owned for medical expenses and other obligations and still have debts of $20,000, but all of the material things mean nothing when you lose your soulmate.

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